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According to the attorney, we'll be getting out deposit back from the dumb landlady, plus two months rent. Which is great cause we found a place soon after hearing we have to move. Our budget will be slimmer, but still good we'll have a place to live. Packing had to wait though, cause my mom got this nasty sinus infection. The immediate care though was already closed on Sunday, so she went to the ER. That bad XD
Good thing she did though, cause the doctor did x-rays and found some Pneumonia in her right lung
So I'm making sure she stays rested and gets to feeling better. I'M SO SORRY I KNOW I'M LACKING ON RPS. 
Anyway, I'm hoping to get back into drawing again, but for now I'm just trying to survive this move lol. So maybe cut me a bit of slack? Might agree to some people coming in to help us pack, we have had offers, and if my mom isn't feeling too well by next week, we will have to have help! That and go back to the doctor XD
So yeah... Quick update.
Good thing she did though, cause the doctor did x-rays and found some Pneumonia in her right lung
So I'm making sure she stays rested and gets to feeling better. I'M SO SORRY I KNOW I'M LACKING ON RPS. Anyway, I'm hoping to get back into drawing again, but for now I'm just trying to survive this move lol. So maybe cut me a bit of slack? Might agree to some people coming in to help us pack, we have had offers, and if my mom isn't feeling too well by next week, we will have to have help! That and go back to the doctor XD
So yeah... Quick update.
Missing pieces
I feel...off. Things between me and someone is over, I know. Yet, I still can't help but feel willing to just have some kind of heart heart talk with them. I hurt so badly back then, and I just...gave up. I did at last accept that I was abused emotionally and mentally. Neglected, and no it's never fair, is it? That one I called my best friend... I'm sure she's done with me cause I couldn't grow as fast as she was able to. It's been a long time, I'm trying new things. My childhood was filled with me screaming and breaking things cause nobody stopped to see WHY I was acting out like that. Nobody thought that maybe, there's something wrong at home? Even when I started cutting myself just for some kind of relief... No one said a thing. I wish I could go back to those days, even when my dad was there hurting me everyday. At least I believed I had a real friend. She made those days survivable, gave me relief. Then came this stupid misunderstanding, she bullied me, let others bully me too.
Bamboozled
Long story really short. Went in for bronchitis, came back from hospital cause I was running around with freking Pneumonia all week long! :stare:
But things got so busy and stressful just when I was trying to RP again! Then I felt sick, so run down and then the cough started and blah blah…
Anywho, I'm finally back home with some extra oxygen and feeling better, not just cause of the meds(although they did help lol), but knowing I got real care! The people at the hospital were all so nice and took great care of me! Plus I had room service so that was awesome too lol. My poor mother though, she stayed with me all through the nights I sp
Erp?
I was just thinking about playing Kingdom Hearts 2 again, then I was inquiring about something for games, and my mom just said that she was hoping I'd stop gaming one year. For some reason, it hurt to hear that. I don't always get social clues, I still have to ask people if something's 'appropriate', and I can't think like 'normal people'. Games have been one of my only escapes.
They help my mind calm down or vent out frustration and the stories pull me in and help me cope with things. I don't know how else to explain how it makes me feel, but like music, they just help, they help me think. I think I've been told that I try to please everyon
ARK
I got the game Ark! Now the question: how the frick do you tame?? I've been trying to tame dinos but I can't get a command prompt? For the xbox I mean. So if anyone has answers, thank you!! :D
In other news, I'm feeling better, just trying to keep busy. Trying to draw more, cause I wanna draw more Sphinxes and stuff XD May update later...
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hope your mom feels better soon and the move can go smoothly